I am aware of the fact that very little of what I have to say is of any true importance, but I don’t care.
I know that what I do is vain, but the approval of others validates me.
I want to be understood, and loved, and remembered, just like you, just like all of us.
I am Rose McCann, and I am real.
I learned to crochet ten years ago.
It is a craft that I have given my heart too.
All photo’s by Todd Koch, 2016.
The sky above holds your face,
Your name unspoken upon my lips,
My body aches to know you.
A world full of you is empty.
I wish I could stop wishing.
Here is some more World Wide Magazine for you.
47:29
I’m the long haired lady on the floor having an “orgasm.”
Watch the whole thing if you’re that stoned.
I don’t care.
I was once on a local cable access show in St. Louis called world wide magazine.
Skip to 2:53 to see me and Alanja in action.
I am the nerd in glasses.
Thanatos Eternal
Cry Little Sister
One day I will crumble
The wall within
That keeps me from seeing
My own self worth
I don’t have a lot to say right now, but I’m still here, at least for now.
Pain inside, please sleep.
Let me have something happy,
Stop killing my dreams.
Within I’m empty,
Or so to me it would seem.
I think I’m nothing.
Thief of joy. Liar.
The world is a shining place,
Where I do belong.
But where do I fit?
I have not found that space yet,
My sense of self, lost.
Your shade follows me.
You are wicked, and evil.
Get out of my sun,
I deserve to shine,
And I am worthy of love.
I’m not what you say,
I do have a place,
You trickster. I’m not empty,
I am full of me.
Alizarin Rose 